after a school shooting: the cleanup crew

By Sister Lou Ella Hickman

 

the bodies are gone
so
today
i write
about the cleanup crew
those who see what we do not
and perhaps never will:
the desks
the white boards
the closets
o yes   and the floors
how do they feel
when they kneel down
to pick up
the spattered   scattered books
lunch boxes
artwork
finally
the dried chaos of blood
they must mop up
what do they feel
when they go home
when they open the door
when they sit in their easy chair
and drink their first stiff drink

 


Sister Lou Ella has a master’s in theology from St. Mary’s University in San Antonio and is a former teacher and librarian. She is a certified spiritual director as well as a poet and writer.  Her poems have appeared in numerous magazines such as America, US Catholic, Commonweal, The Christian Century, Presence, Prism, and several anthologies.  She was a Pushcart nominee in 2017 and 2020. Her first book of poetry entitled she: robed and wordless was published by Press 53 in 2015. Five of the poems were set to music and performed at 92Y in New York City on May 11, 2021.

Photo credit: “Mopping Up” by Steven Usher via a Creative Common license.


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in memory of the coptic bus martyrs

who were murdered on their way to

st. samuel the confessor monastery

may 26, 2017

 

By Sister Lou Ella Hickman                                                       

 

the wheels of the buses that went round and round came to a stop
who was the first one to descend
stepping into the hot sand
then signed the most ancient of signs
the cross
on a forehead and chest
did the fingers linger on the lips with the silent blessing
i go to God
who would be the last to collapse in death
having watched the sun-blazed terror of bullets
consume even children

 


Sister Lou Ella Hickman’s poems and articles have appeared in numerous magazines and journals as well as four anthologies. She was nominated for the Pushcart Prize in 2017. Her first book of poetry, she: robed and wordless, was published in 2015 (Press 53).

Image credit: “The icon of Saint Samuel the Confessor at the entrance of His monastery, Egypt,” from st-takla.org.